You're still alive in alternate universes, Theo, but I live in the real world where this morning you're having an open casket funeral.

I know you're out there, listening. And you should know I'm really pissed because you swore you would never die and yet here we are.

It hurts even more because this isn't the first promise you've broken.

OCD-afflicted seventeen-year-old, Griffin, has just lost his first love his best friend, ex-boyfriendand the boy he believed to be his ultimate life partner in a drowning accident.

Ina desperate attempt to hold onto every last piece of the past, a broken Griffin forges a friendship with Theo's new collegeboyfriend, Jackson. And Griffinwillstop at nothing to learn every detail ofTheo's new college life, and ultimate death.

But as the grieving pair grows closer, readers will question Griffins own version of the truth both in terms of what he's willing to hide, and what true love ultimately means...Praise for History is All You Left Me History Is All You Left Me overflows with tenderness and heartache.

Even when its hero is screwing up royally, maybe especially then, Silveras humanity and compassion carve out a space where its not the falling thats important, its how you pick yourself back up.

There isnt a teenager alive who wont find their heart described perfectly on these pages.

Patrick Ness Adam Silvera is a master at capturing the infinite small heartbreaks of love and loss and grief.History Is All You Left Meis a beautiful meditation on what it means to survive devastating loss.

This book will make you cry, think, and then cry some more.Nicola Yoon